yipee!
this gonna be a long long post!
commenting on this week.
TERRIBLE WEEK!

Monday!
Lovely day swimming and studying tgt with olivia, yuka, eunice!
table soccer rocks yea? haha.
Yuka&Gina VS Olivia&Eunice
champions: YUKA&GINA
with a score of 2 set is to 1! Im still a youth and i will miss it in a few years time...

Tuesday!
Tuesday chapel band was quite good and the guy in front is SUPER BRAVE to solo.
Hmmm, he said it was God's prompting to lead chapel and i believe God gave him the strength and courage! Then i went to class and i heard Wilson, Jia Wei, and Mark Tan they all talking about the guy who led chapel band and they CRITICIZED him. Aiyo, you all so smart go stand on the stage and sing lah. Say he sing until very act. argh! dont criticize people if YOUR YOURSELF cant do it!hmmm. shall not talk about them. But great job there the guy who stand on the stage and he sang quite well. i ADMIRE his courage. great job norman though i dont know you! (:

WESNESDAY!
Then on wednesday with two killer test. I guess my quarrel with my friend really affected the test. i would be glad if i just just barely pass my chinese. i read the wrong instruction lah! dumb man. a math gonna fail too.
why? i put in so much effort in it, dont know whats the problem with myself. argh!

FRIDAY!
Had duty yesterday and it SUCKS.
3 hrs with 2 cars to park. Ended up sitting down doing my sudoku which was much more fun.
haha, and retarded liang fu every 1h keep asking me if i was tired from doing sudoku.
he said" siao one, say tired then go do this type of crap puzzle." haha. it wasnt that challenging if you are SMART, like ahem ahem. haha. duty was like totally slacking.

Physical training was like!!!!
our content:
1) 2.4km route run, half a round.
2) 30 medicine balls squads.
3) 45 push-ups
4) 60 crunches
5) 600 skipping non-stop without rest!
; madness
didnt had trng for so long and suddenly so siao.
killer and had muscle ache for 2 days.
pain but the feeling quite shiok. haha.

HOW I FELT?
This week i seriously considered if i want to be in council.
If my heart is not in council then why i stay on, im just wasting my time.
Then i thought abt the duties i have done. I really learnt alot in council.
learnt how to park car, ursher, doing what you are told... etc.
then if i leave council, i know i will have much more freedom and less stress but the stress that council is giving me is suppose to help me grow. im in a dilema. help me..

Anyway thanks people for showing care and concern for me! i know the previous post i sounded super depressed and upset but i was really upset. now everything's fine so thanks people!hmmm. i visited Clemence blog just now and he said he was sad he cant join us for church this sunday. i remembered asking him if he would be serious to come to expo every sunday but i am very PROUD of him. He told me "why you dont believe me? do i look like those that will go halfway?"And that reminded me of wesley which made me very proud! i kept asking wesley go church last time but he se see first then suddenly one week he came! but wasnt very consistent. according to him, its very far, from jurong to expo. haha. but im GLAD DISTANCE DID NOT PULL HIM AWAY FROM GOD. ever since we went for the outdoor tabernacle tgt, and went our own night cycling, he got to know a very good friend. which is sheng. haha. and i think they really click very well, both as retarded. but in a good way. haha. NOW I EVEN MORE PROUD TO SAY CLEMENCE. from BUKIT BATOK to EXPO. amazing isnt it? i shall code from wesley " faith is the one that matters!" haha.

And for YUKA, MY DARL!
I'm proud of yuka, seriously proud! although she has parental objection, she really puts in the effort to come for service and it really touches my heart. we must keep praying for her. please pray for her too! Yuka allowed me to learn something from her. We must always persevere in whatever we do cos God can work miracles and God will work a miracle in YUKA'S life! (:

tough week; busy week; meaningful week
shall end of with this nice song.

casting crowns- who am i?
Who am I,
that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I,
that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

chorus:
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I,
that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

(chorus)

I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours


cursive; gina