Tuesday, November 14, 2006
14 november 2006i know the third day is super short for the previous post because i was too lazy to blog. i was waiting for STUPID JAROLD TO COME ONLINE SO I CAN SEND HIM THE PHOTOS AND HE SAID HE WOULD COME. WAIT UNTIL SO TIRED AND HE FELL ASLEEP!SICKENING.okayy. im feeling super screwed now. its like ytd i came back and ppl started msging me abt this and that. first comes friendship, then comes work. i feel so drained and like cant you let me have a rest for one more day then i begin my work? but they didnt. i had to write proposal, and like muttaqin have work attachment so he cant really help me and things are like super heavy and edwin at first agreed to be the emcee for council farewell night and everything has gone so wronf. he cant make it now and the video joanne was supposed to do it for us but because its like they dont know what we want so we have to take up ourselves. this is damn argh! i have so much untouched homework. im just going to die of heavy workload. but i always remind myself, God will pull you through. in this whole ipoh trip i was thinking abt all my friendships especially the night in the hotel. i was very scared, very mixed and i really dont know what to do. I just broke down in front of the whole council and there's really alot to say. something that i cant explain. i know its veyr irresponsible of me to leave it hanging there but there's really nth i can do at this point of time and im really very tired. i know i owe you all an explanation but im going to do it step by step because i dont want because im confused and screw everything up. sometimes i wonder, isit me that has all these problems. i really dont know. im feeling quite down but nevermind, it should be fine. clemence just asked me out but i refused. sorry, today is work day. im going to clear my tuition hw and proposals. actually i kinda envy debbie.eunice.olivia. they have so much time in the world to relax and do the things that they want but why must i suffer? well, its just part and parcel of life i guess.okayy, i shall stop talking abt all these.i was just arguing with jarold that he is strong. HE IS STRONG LAH! he can piggyback aileen and he kept denying that he is strong. aiya, he is just strong AND ACT HUMBLE. haha. i shall praise him no more, or else his head will go bigger and bigger. (:i shall continue my day 3 ipoh trip cos it was rather short as i explained earlier on!day 3breakfast was fantastic and i ate congee,scrambled egg,mashed potato,bread pudding,baked beans,sauage...etc. it was super yummy. and at the same time, i received my paper on what others thank God for me (: i thank God for every single one who went for the trip. it was just so fantastic how ppl get to know each other.then joyy, joys and me run up to pack our room cos it was super messy and we bought alot of stuff the day before. i managed to squeeze everything into my shoebag. haha. the journey back was super cold and i couldnt rly get enough slp though i slept for 1.5h. i think i've yet to complain abt my haircut! stupid man! the hairdresser cut until so short, so difficult to tie up and when tie up is super ugly. argh! nevermind. back to topic.in the bus, laura,jingming,nat,rophi was playing bridge and i didnt really understand how it works so i moved behind to fiona they all and we started taking lots of photos. then we played truth of dare. i was dared to cut neo junwei's hair. at first was kenneth but he not man lah, dont allow then i went to cut junwei's hair. his nice lah. he allowed me and ya, thank you (: after that was heart attack and eddy's hand is always on top. he got super slow reaction. haha. and i won many many times. which is good (: but later on many ppl joined in. from me, amar, fiona and eddy to james,amar,fiona,wilson,yiling,eddy. and it was quite difficult so i decided to take a break for my lil heart! haha. then i sat with jarold and we had a good talk. but both of us wanted to pee so we were talking more to forget that we want to pee. when the staion arrived, everyone just ran down the bus to go toilet then i bought a bar of chocolate and waffle to eat. it was super yummy (:i think this whole trip im like a pig. sleep and eat only.then see the ncc guys play stupid games like putting the pocker card on top of their heads and see which is smaller. if 3 times then will have a forfeit. it was funny seeing them doing all those forfeits. haha. like mahathir, shawn tan, amar...etc. i played scissors papper stone with fiona and we played the stretching game and the guys were amazed by how we cam stretch and they say wow, i want to join netball, can stretch so much. haha. its all rubbish lah! girls naturally can stretch better than guys. more flexible. haha. then yiling, me,fion, fiona played stupid self invented games but it was rather retarded but fun! (: when i reach back school, the first person i saw was aileen tham. haha. she was teaching me a dance and it was quite good and funny. haha. well. thank God for her. she is such a unique girl (: reached home and rested well and waited for the stupid jarold! must keep harping on the point. still say he treat me nice! ahem ahem....i got to go now. got to go eunice house to watch movie and swim later on and do our work!be nice to me and i will love you (:love;gina
