Thursday, December 21, 2006
21 decemeber 2006stupid jeremy has been bugging me to blog cos he wants to be thanked. thick-skinned freak. but anyway i havent been carrying out what im suppose to do which is to thank all my friends. ytd i went vivo ALONE(so poor thing) to get christmas presents cos i know i have to get it before friday(cell christmas party) so i went arnd 7pm plus and then came back alone at 9.30pm. kinda sad life. and i spent more than 1.5h on the ripcurl shop cos i have to get for my mortal,wesley and olivia's present. and i managed.because i must accumulate 6 chops to get the priviledge card and one chop is $50 bucks so i managed get 5 alrdy (: so just one more chop before 31 december. please help me ppl! and i got cuifen quite a funny gift, hope she likes it.today will be having choir duty rehearsal for christmas party. and olie just realised that she's going malaysia on sunday and she cant go for service so she has to get replacement and we cant find anyone. guess i will be alone ): but nvm, still worshipping God. (:please pray for me. my flu hasnt recover yet since last week, more than that actually. okay. shall start my routine.JEREMYstupid sickening jeremy. but well, thats not thanking. but well, yes, jeremy, thank you so much for being that person that is ALWAYS there. it's never easy to find someone to talk to, to click with and to find someone that would be willing for you to be there to fall on. whenever im in a difficult situation, he will comfort me, tell me God's words and that really helps alot. sometimes i dont even feel God there but he affirms me that God is there. and that strong convinction that he has. i only know jeremy for like erm less than half a year and how we know each other was kinda stupid. started with the rain where everyone went home except me and olivia and jeremy's house and we started talking alot. and ya, thats wher we became friends and talk on the phone...and so on. he is one friend that i will treasure alot because his just that guy friend that i can talk to well and know will never like(maybe that's because his like 3heads taller than me? actually not really 3 heads la)and im not that short. so i can be rest assured to talk to him about stuff. we have been working quiet alot tgt also with stuff like the band and also angel and mortal game. haha. and he ALWAYS, NEVER FAIL TO not affirm me that i am impt in the band, and my presence in the band. that encouraging side of him makes him bright(: jeremy, i just want to thank you so much for always standing by me and helping me thru all my difficult times. you really helped me alot and im thankful for that, SO MUCH (:WESLEYyes,and wesley too. he has been asking why i havent write him. and know i am!hough tuck yan asked me and i havent. dont intend to YET. haha. wesley is really my close friend too. i know i can share with him stuff cos we went through exactly the same problem when he goes through with ahem ahem. exactly the same. thats why i think God placed me in that situation to help me since i've been out of it and solve it. though it was REALLY hurting in that period of time.that day we quarrelled because i was angry with him. i feel he treats me as a substitute. and that period of time, i really didnt wanted to talk to him cos i was super PISSED. but the thing that he did for me really touched me tremendously. he makes a point to call me even when i pissed and tell him im not free when actually watching tv, feeling bored. and he really wants the friendship back. that was why i could see that there was a desire to keep the friendship and i felt bad after that so i talked to him. and we are friends again! and he hears my problems and he shares with me his too. and he even tell me some guy's secret which is kinda funny. he treats me like... a guy? thats what he treats me and cuifen. and he made a promise that he wont like anyone of us like how we wont like him too. haha. isnt that cool? talking to someone and knowing you will NEVER like the person. great job of finding such a friend. well, he shares with me God's word too and we used to do quiet time tgt but not now.. sigh. i believe we will gain our fire for God again! right wesley?------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------okay, i shall thank the both of them today and others other day la. im kinda tired typing alrdy and i havent been exercising for 6 days. oh no, this is bad. i think i will later (: well done gina!realisation is the first step to success but if you dotn do anything about it, it will stay stagnant so work towards it! we bring a sacrifice of praisepeace;gina(:
