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Sunday, January 14, 2007

breathe in

14th january 2007

its so early and im blogging. 2am.. hmmm, just to transfer my china trip photo onto my computer and happen to pass by my blog and read tuck yan's tag, yes and i am updating. not that i dont want, its i dont have the time to. and please ask the eunice to blog too, she has a share in this as well. anyway, i have sol 2 tmr so i should sleep early but i cant. school hasnt been very exciting though but rather stressful doing all the work and stuf, and also trying to meet up with teacher's and peers expectations, its quite hard though but well, i am going to conquer it. (:

not only that i think i've learnt a lesson. everything is unpredictable. sometimes, when you thought things are going the way you want it but it isnt. thats the sad truth. people like to pick up a quarrel for no reason and what is the problem with letting other ppl know that there is someone called gina that exists. sometimes, you just wont understand people's mind, and worst still, they always think that they are right, only I CAN BE WRONG. YES, I AM WRONG. the weird thing is that they must ask other people whats the problem with you which i totally got no idea why. well, shall not talk about it. forgive and forget; let me simmer down first, not at this moment.

sometimes, people really make you wonder does friendship really last. at this age, people will say "friends forever" but how much do they really mean it? or rather how much they want it? its quite sad to find that usually when they reach the age of 20, most of them disappear. once they are out into the working world, many backstabbers...etc.thats what my sister says. and i totally believe it. i dont know what will happen in the future and the thought of it just saddens me. think of all your close friends now, will they be with you for life? the reality is hard. i think maybe only your spiritual family, because thats where you gonna be for life.

you may think i sound emo, but what i said is totally true and thats where we gonna start reflecting and treasuring our friendships and start BLESSING people arnd you. even blessing can be difficult, because people reject it and think you are making them an object. i've got no comments, but what i suggest is that you pray for that person to receive more of God (:

you made the unexpectable move
and you hurt those arnd you.
what do you have to say?
none.

love;
gina

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