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Saturday, May 12, 2007

12 may 2007!

yeah, exams finished a few days ago but on the day of practical, i got back my bio and amath results. not exactly know my results but rather know how i do cos i met mr firhad and he was like

mr firhad: " Gina, your answers are so weird!"
I:" i studied super hard mr firhad."
Mr firhad: " i know that you did but your answers are all so half way so i could only give you half the marks."
I: " do i still get my A1?"
(he gave me that face that was.... NO?)

oh yea, im on a balanced diet plan with jhee, pray that it work out well man. hehe (;

i shall blog about JOY today, not the joy as in the joy in person,
but about JOY (HAPPINESS)>

JOY
I've been thinking what is joy?
what is true joy?
how can you find true joy?
and when you feel a true deep joy?

DIFFERENCE BETWEEN JOY AND TRUE JOY.

Joy can be from you and that temporary moment,but true joy is when you feel the peace at heart, when your spirit is set free. when you feel like flying, when you begin to understand what it is to let go and to stand back to look at the marvellous works. then you choose to be really joyful everyday, looking at the positive side. living everyday as if its the last day, enjoying every single moment, thanking God for EVERY single thing. i guessed, that's true joy. a joy thats from your heart, a desire that has been uplifted and set free.

HOW CAN YOU FIND TRUE JOY?

Two words: Give up.
One advise: Seek
It may seem rather contridictary but to me, its true. Its when i decide to give up everything, i decide to lean not upon my understanding and i learn what it is to not care about everything, every single thing that is arnd me, every single problem cos i know there's no point, it cause a joy that put in front instead of a real one. Thats why, give up. but when you give up, you seek! you seek for God, you seek for the joy that he can place in your heart, and that at everything, you look upon Him and you know His there, he will help you complete, you give you the strength and he will deposit a joy that no one else can understand except you. That can be only done when you seek, and humble yourself.

WHEN DO YOU FEEL A TRUE JOY?

When everything to you seems so bright(:
when you know its not you.
when your spirit feel uplifted
and when you feel like saying to everyone " i love you"and "i treasure everything that you have done,thank you."

i dare not say i have found that true joy cos i know i must keep seeking God, the only source of my provider.pray for me, that i will be joyful and i choose to be (:

i love you my friends.

lovel;
gina//

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